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Do You Really Want It Tho?

How it go people?

Listen! I really had to ask myself this question just now.

I'm like a nerd but not really. Like I like schooling but I don't. You get it right? I love gaining knowledge on new things and stuff so that's what propels my desire to learn. With that being said; for the past year or so I've been in a series of courses. I have completed about two so far. Technically, I'm a certified Holistic Health and Wellness Coach. However, that course sparked a change in me. I found it during a very difficult time and through this course I was able to heal myself -- to a certain extent. I felt liberated and enjoyed the hell out of it. I had to unlearn and relearn alot of things that I was conditioned to believe.

Boom! Now I'm excited to acquire more ya know, the nerd button turned on. I enrolled in an Art Therapy course which is da bomb dot com if i must say so myself. The lecturer said the course is long and believe me when I tell you he ain't lie. There's maybe over 400 lectures and various workbooks I have to complete so it's safe to say it'll be a while before I'm done with that one. But I do enjoy it because it helped me with the anxiousness I was experiencing. AND! I have lots of nice artwork because of it too, which is the best part.

Fast forward to about last month or so, I enrolled in ANOTHER course! Just like the others I feel like the course will help me be a better me and I'd share the knowledge I've acquired. My intention is for my life to display everything I've learned. Not only that; I can eventually get up to a Doctorates Degree in this field. It's nothing too major but it's still consists of alot of studying; which is time consuming. Like the others I am enjoying the course and applying what I'm learning but...

My biggest problem is, I PROCRASTINATE! Then the icing on the cake is I may have a short attention span and I daydream. [rolls eyes] So, my dilemma is I want to study but then I don't. LOL. Mind you these aren't courses that I HAVE to take, these are courses I WANTED to take. Which forces me to ask myself, "DO YOU REALLY WANT IT?" And honestly speaking I really do. But da bible tell ya in Ecclesasities 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

That tells me that as long as I keep pushing I can do it. No matter how long it takes I just need to be persistent in my pursuits!

Truthfully speaking I'm not going to come up with a schedule cause I may not stick to it. -- Or perhaps I may. Anyhoo, my goal however is to set intention that I will study. It's currently 12:54 am, everyone's asleep and I'm wide awake. My sleep pattern is sort of different than my family so, I use the stillness in the atmosphere at this time to work on the site and create blog posts. Ultimately, this is the perfect time to get it done.

So as I leave this post I encourage you to carry on. No matter what it takes, no matter how long it takes.

Catch you in the next post!


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