Good morning, Good day, Good afternoon, Good night!!
How goes it?!
I thought about writing this on my first day but instead I'll share what my first week was like. Tuesday (Aug. 3. 2021) was a momentous occasion for me! Yup - Tuesday was my first day back to work! I left my previous job August 2019 in hopes of starting my own business. September of that same year Hurricane Dorian hit my island hard af. If you know, then you know the struggles I've had since then. My life was in total disarray. [You can check previous posts to get enlightenment on that]. But my friends let me tell you this! I've accomplished a few things in my life and nothing makes me prouder of myself than this moment.
Listen, the joy I felt that day was truly glorious. Okay, so let me tell you about my day. I woke up before my alarm, said my prayer of thanksgiving and then got ready. I got in, met everyone and began the day. Like I said, I haven't felt one ounce of anxiousness at all. Like at all. I was absolutely excited to be in this space. Like it made my heart smile. I caught myself a few times during the day just smiling to myself. Simply because I did this sh*t. I felt proud af. I overcame something that was designed to break me all the way. But I prayed for this moment. There was a point when I couldn't even do that. Like the words never formed. We were in the middle of the pandemic so I ain't had no church or nothing. Oh but when I was able to form my thoughts and speak to God; I was relentless with it. It was just me and God. I spoke to him and believe it or not he spoke back to me. The only reason I am here today is because I TRUSTED what I was hearing. I believed that it was God showing me how to get out of that darkness. And when I look at how far I've come I know for certain it was his voice I heard. I am positive. Everyone comes to God in their own way and in divine time. However, I just want to share this prayer I prayed most nights before bed.
I decree - I dwell in the midst of Infinite Abundance
The abundance of God is my Infinite Source.
The River of Life never stops flowing.
It flows through me into lavish expression.
Good comes to me through unexpected avenues and God works in a myriad of ways to bless me.
I now open my mind to receive my good.
Nothing is too good to be true.
Nothing is too wonderful to have happen.
With God as my Source, nothing amazes me.
I am not burdened by thoughts of past or future.
One is gone. The other is yet to come.
By the power of my belief, coupled with my purposeful fearless actions and my deep rapport with God, my future is created and abundance made manifest.
I ask and accept that I am lifted in this and every moment into Higher Truth.
My mind is quiet.
From this day forward I give freely and fearlessly into life and life gives back to me with magnificent increase.
Blessings come in expected and unexpected ways.
God provides for me in wondrous ways.
I AM INDEED GRATEFUL!
And so it is.
Like I used to be balling while reciting this prayer. Ugh, it was really a rough time. I made it through though.
I know I'm supposed to be talking about my first week back to work but I have to share what he's done for me. I'm excited for week 2 and I'm eager to learn more each day.
But seriously, being at work again is a marvelous feeling for me. Shoot, it's a big accomplishment! One thing I've learned is this; Some hardships are sent to grow you and not to hurt you. You must definitely believe that God will do what you require of him. Give him your burdens and trust that he'll bring you through.
Catch yal in the next post!